LIGHTS

salam wbt.
it had been really hard lately.

yet..feeling blessed.
bcoz of me. i'm still breathing.still proud being me.

yeah i know,people do not know.
it was cruel. really

TEARS
i dont like it
it was weak
i'm not weak..i'm a strong girl
whenever i'm forcing.
they are watching
my heart felt it..no need to tell
i can feel it naturally.
thank you for giving me.
TEARS..

LIGHT. i was hoping
couz i am pouring
towards myself
enduring hardness
still relieve couz there is still lights.
thankyou for being my LIGHTS.

orang biasa je

salam alaik..

Salam ramadhan kareem juga..

Its been too long..too long until i can't remember when is the lastime.
btw,i'm kinda feel to seek in here and write..suddenly..

Maybe just that i felt like this was a quite private space for me rather than twitter or instagram..there's too many exposure in twitter..ma friends..they love it so much.

But i'm excluded.imma twitter introvert

Imma instagram extrovert.haha!
Picture speak louder than words though.okay enough,this is not a bash or any comparison..

Just that i wanna ran away a while from those famous social site and go back with the oldschool style.

Kinda funny,reading my past entry..
it was sooo budak2 type..when i last wrote my entry,it was on my first year

And yet today..i am going towards my final year and counting for my graduation..hey,this little girl had grown up! i've reach the peak of 20s beauty..haha..but i still ugly and i knoe it.

Still..and always a learner..a cheerful and bright girl since born..
still..silly daughter to umi abi and crazy along to all my sibs.
still..busy with exploring new things and planning for my future

Nothing change much but i felt a lot of transformation in me and my surrounding

Sometimes,i'm worried..worried i might careless in my ibadah and my relationship with Allah..
I'm worried..

U know,i'm not a pious person and yet i don't have much knowledge as other people..

It was blessed. That i have my partner to always remembering me with what should and what should not.
i was far away from umi.but if i have the chance to talk with umi..she'll never missed a chance to remind me.bout my responsibility..

The one and only..everything is because of Allah.

I'm not a good muslimah..
but i will always try to be..inshaAllah

Everyday is a treasure..as i am getting older..flashback to the past moments sometimes get me goosebump..
ouh..how near i am towards the death?

May Allah blessed and rewards me with guidance always..coz i'm not a perfect muslim.

May Allah grant us jannah..ameen